February 2011
22 posts
January 2011
24 posts
and this is why I stay around, waiting, for you.
Jerrod: It's cute that I can tell you I love you in the exact same spot as I did that very first time.
Me: And you still get the exact same reaction.
Jerrod: That cute big smile you get.
And you can have everything that you ever wished for. In a person, a thing, what have it. And sometimes it will turn out, it’s not what was really right for you. You’ll be faced with a decision. Give up on what you have in order to try find something that will make you happy always, or fight for what is comfortable for you and make it work.
so many thought and I don’t know how...
“You can’t ascribe great cosmic significance to a simple earthly event....”
peppermintuniverse:
Coldplay- The Scientist
Coldplay - Yellow
I still have tally marks on my arm from last night. Washed away but I can still count them. Three. Of course that’s not the actual total because there were a lot more here and there. Last night was the best night I’ve had in a while. I tend to forget how young I am sometimes. I get caught up, stressed out and whatever the fuck else I feel. Last night brought me back to reality,...
I have decided...
That history is complete, BULLSHIT. Just because one guy says “oh hey, this symbol means ‘family’ and these letters must mean this”. Blah blah blah. No. You have no proof, no evidence. The only people who really know the history, are the ones that were alive then. And teacher lady, I do not give a fuck what kind of historian you are. If I’m expected to learn this...
“Stuff your eyes with wonder,’ he said, ‘live as if you’d drop...”
“I know exactly how that is. To love somebody who doesn’t deserve it. Because...”
– Augusten Burroughs (Running with Scissors)
I was walking around campus tonight with Betsy when we came across a “post secret” wall. There wasn’t much written on it yet but the one post-it-note that was eye level read “I’m gay and I’m too afraid to come out my friends and family.” My heart sank. I just put myself in his shoes for a second and wondered how hard this must be for him. What would he do...
“I know everything that shine ain’t always gonna be gold. I’ll be...”
it's never too late
I have decided that this year will be different. I have no idea how yet, but just give me time. So with this decision I think this should be the first year I make some resolutions.
This year I vow to: -STOP WORRYING. Keep calm and carry on. -Make art. Not just pretty pictures or shit like that. Actual art that has meaning to someone, even if it’s just myself. -Stop being so scared. Just...